who is the winner?
it doesn't matter.
for me,the important thing is what i can do for myself.
what i can fill my empty space.
for this,i spend these years on this area.
if i'm not myself,then i could already married. then i could never hate him.
it was the way to the life now.
i can't back and only can choose to go on.


he died,looks very young. i don't know him very much since now i looked his photo.
something looks different between these three person.
i felt little bit sad. just looked his face.


i hoped i could be a man,then i can be very strong even with love and without love.  
not very easy.
it's the world.

Christoph Schlingensief (24 October 1960, Oberhausen – 21 August 2010, Berlin)